rebeccawitham7774 san,
konnichiwa.
If you are frustrated and you don’t need to read kana at the moment, you can practice others only.
Of course four skills are related each other and your kana reading skill helps your other skills.
Also if you can read kana, your pronunciation will be better than now.
However, you can enjoy speaking only at the moment.
The most important point is you should enjoy learning Japanese.
If you still want to memorize kana, how about download app to your smart phone and have drill practices every day?
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